"If you simply ignored the feeling right now, you would never know what might happen. And when people ask me why I run, I tell them, there's no really a reason. It's just the adrenalin when you start, and the bloomy feeling when you cross that finish line in someone's heart. Cause however, even someone has flown and fallen, swum deep and drowned, but there should be more to love than surviving. Thinking you are that one."
when it suddenly becomes..
"I don't know whether I should stay and keep going or just leave.. Is it all true? Or all of these are just in my head. If I do stay, would you come? And can I stand still? If I do leave, then what's the point of this? Did I took a wrong step? I do try to hold.. Cause I know I can't just avoid. Like it or not.. I'm trying to figure it out. Knowing something wrong with it. Still playing with fire, say that i'm ready to be burned or do the opposite, watering it. In fact, I haven't get burned yet but I've dampened it with some tears. It's so hard to always having this kind of complicated and fussy mind. To make a conclusion without knowing the truth which actually had never been told before.
Then what should I do..?"
Just came to my mind the second i'm typing it..
"You just need to understand that everything does need process and you shouldn't take anything too seriously" - Pishella's doing monologue over and over again.
Well, guess there's should be a relationship status for "I don't even know what's going on"
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