It's all started when..
I suddenly think the whole thing which strike me does confuses me.
I suddenly have a deep conviction that this's the right time.
Deceitful happiness, temporary. I'd rather to stand on my own and reach those things with my hands. For I know I can never count on anyone.
When now I realize that actually I was just missing the old me.
Care for myself first then another person.
Want nothing but independence.
Hate to knowing that there's a limitation.
Strong willing to feel all the experiences out there.
Thirst of lessons in life.
I'm taking my time deciding how I want my life to be and who I want to spend it with.
Meanwhile..
The other side of my heart is telling me that I actually don't need to be that strong for thinking I could do anything without depending on someone.
So heart says.
Simply..
Maybe this is just all I need right now.
And I do, and will always be..
Believe that God and Universe will always help me through any hard time with its conspiracy which can be more than incredible than I've ever thought.
I did lost one thing, but what I got as its returns is priceless. :)
