these tears just won't stop.. where I actually know it's better to keep my chin up and pretend to be tough instead of crying, I understand that life goes on and this is just the part of the process of life.. probably I just need to have my reaction, for being left, for the first time, and it's by my dearest friend ever, the best one..
Now, in this bed with my pillow which so wet and full of my tears.. i'm wondering about why should people come and go just to teach us to be tougher, and yet there are so many ways to leave people, to know some people and have some memories with 'em but in the end, God do us apart..
Cause well, finally I know what it feels like to be left by someone.. and it's so damn awful :')
But back to the law of nature, it's a common thing that people come and go in your life..
you just need to be strong, to face the fate with your tough heart,
to prove to your ownself that you are great enough to deal with the life God has gave to you..
Pray for the best for the good people even they left you..
and take some lesson from the people who come to your life even they are not that good..
be strong.
Thursday, 1:53 am
Write it with a thoughtful brain and full tears on the face after about 4hours from airport to had a goodbye-saying and last hug with my best friend of life who are going to another continent and start to live there..
have a safe flight, Med
see you when I see you :)
-Pishella Suryoputri-
