God, please strengthen my feelings.
I can't completly remove my feelings to him
I can't go away from dreams of him
I already hide this love for very long time,
I've tried to followed him to the high school,
I've been waiting for 4 years,

and now, he will go..............
my time to stare at him is just less than 1 month
now i'm really sad.
I'm afraid to losing my time.......
eventho he couldnt be mine,
I'm happy enough to just see him.
but, he will go........I can't see him anymore
I can't control this feeling.
I'm too love him!!! :''''''(

for you, my First and my Last Love

-Jully 27th 2006 until......maybe forever-