And after a long time.. we've finally got that moment to tell everything, what we feel deep down inside..........
All the things that happened during that day till night, to be with you for more than half a day.. Smiles, touches, songs, attentions, vibes, closeness.. Whatever little things occurring between us that make my love for you growth fastly and deeper. Cause even when we were in the darkness, there's always light shining through us, I looked at you, and you looked at me, then we felt something.. we thought for a second.. we let our heart to see everything.. to see that love.
What can we do.. when we know even two people who has a feeling for each other but can't be together? When actually there's nothing and no one can prevent us, but our own selves..
Why love isn't enough?
Why we let our heart to endure suffering because of our past mistakes?
Why are we so scared of being hurt by hurt people that love us?
Heart speaks, tears fall, hand holds, love grows, dimension changes..
Cause we have to face the truth, even the sad one. We're trying to believe, someday there will be someone who fits us.. though she's not me for you, and he's not you for me.We heal our heart for a really long time, but turns out we haven't ready yet..
Over all.. I don't have any regrets to know you and concerning my stories with you for a moment, for every feeling, for every confusing thing between us, for the clearest answer we made that opened my eyes and gave me one more lesson in life..
It's been time out of mind, that I finally got to help myself from the shackle that confined me with the fear of love.. Cause there you are, came and pulled that out.. Is that true, God has sent you not to fill me in relationship way but to safe me from all the pain which now is gone because of you? Or just the opposite? Is it just about the time?
Only God knows.. and the universe.. and our heart that haven't tell us yet.. but will.. until we are brave enough.
It's no lie, love happens when you least expect it.. :)
“Love is sometimes denied, sometimes lost, sometimes unrecognized, but in the end always found with no regrets, forever valued, kept treasured..“
-Pishella Suryoputri-
