THIS'S WHAT I'M THINKING ABOUT

1. School.

Sebentar lagi gue bakal masuk taun ajaran baru, dan segala materi baru penjurusan IPS, awal dr cita-cita gue, banyak yg gue pikirin tentang ini, mostly "mampukah gue?" "siapkah gue?" yap. siap ngga siap harus siap :) sekarang gue kelas 2 SMA, harus udah mulai bisa ngatur segalanya sendiri, umur gue masih 15 harusnya baru lulus SMP, jujur bikin agak takut, tapi insyaAllah gue bisa, kata orang terdekat gue "Umur bukan hal yg ngebuat regress ato progress" oke untuk itu gue janji bgt bakal jadi anak yg rajin dan semangat dlm ngeraih cita-cita gue :D sosiolog or economist! will be.......amien :')

2.Cheerleading.

Ok, DAZZLE SQUAD my cheerleader team.. Sekarang udah dipegang angkatan gue, ini merupakan suatu tanggung jawab yg lumayan besar, angkatan atas udah majuin nama DAZLE bgt, sampe bisa jadi 10 besar NCC 2010 kemarin :) angkatan gue ga boleh nurunin itu, harus mertahanin atau bahkan naikin lagi.. Disamping sekolah dan kegiatan lainnya, cheers cukup gue nomor satukan, semoga DAZZLE bisa tambah maju lagiiii amin amiiin :) GFW!

3.Relationship♥

Kevin Pahlevi.. Seseorang yg bener-bener lagi bikin gue merasa sangat 'meaningful', 'useful', beloved, terlindungi dan lain-lain.. He's the first one who can make me feel this way.. tulusnya terasa, niatnya baik, berkorbannya tanpa pamrih, he always brighten up my days :) he really accept me just the way I am, dia bener2 bisa bikin gue merasa nyaman. I love him so much, dia bener-bener selalu ada buat gue, gue bahagia.. jalanin sama dia :') aku sayang dia. :D

-Pishellasuryoputri

Hello Goodbye

Bonjour! :D fufufufu Alhamdulillah, kemarin gue habis bagi rapot, and the result shows that I can move on to social class grade 11 :D

WELCOME SOCIAL! :D 

And.. from the very start, I should promise to my self, that I have to be a good social student to achieve my goals! yeaaaaiy :D come to mama FEUI, or FISIP UI or Psychology UI :p

well then, dengan kenaikan kelas ini juga, berarti gue mau tidak mau harus pisah sama kelas gue yang sekarang, X-6 :(

Sedih? yaa, pasti. Di kelas ini dimana gue pertama menginjakan kaki di SMAN 47, dimana gue dapet temen-temen pertama, pengalaman pertama, pembelajaran pertama di segala hal.. huhu di kelas ini pula gue nemu sahabat-sahabat yg baiiiik banget kayak duo efse, :'( hik hik ga mau pisaaah rasanya~

but.. the more we get older, we inevitably should begin to learn to choose our own path to achieve our life goals :') good luck guys! thank you for the wonderful year with you guys! xoxo

and.. kemaren tgl 22-23 Juni, kita ngadain farewell ke Puncak. seru banget! unforgettable memories with you all :')

(ps: sebenernya banyak sekali foto2nya tp berhubung ukuran mb nya yg terlalu besar jd sulit di masukin-_-) 

woke deh segitu dulu ajyaaaah :p

aku cm berdoa, semoga di kelas 11 ips nanti, everything's better in everyway.. amien :')

If you love me, like you tell me... Please be careful with my heart
You can take it, just don't break it... Or my world will fall apart
You are my first romance... And I'm willing to take a chance
That till life is through... I'll still be loving you
I will be true to you... Just a promise from you will do
From the very start... Please be careful with my heart

I love you and you know I do... There'll be no one else for me
Promise I'll be always true... For the world and all to see
Love has hurt... some lies softly spoken
And I have had my heart badly broken...
I've been burned and I've been hurt before
So I know just how you feel... Trust my love is real for you
I'll be gentle with your heart... I'll caress it like the morning dew
I'll be right beside you forever... I wont let our world fall apart
From the very start... I'll be careful with your heart

Please be careful with my heart - Lea Salonga ft. Brade Kane

Actually gue ngga tau mau posting apa. Gue cuma mau bilang.................

"gue lagi in love"

HAHAHAHA well, seperti biasa. Pishella dengan love lifenya itu sedang berkarya. --"
Ngga ngerti mesti gimana ngomongnya.. tapi..

I think i'm starting to love you. but honestly,. i'm afraid that I still can't forget him. i'm afraid to moving on, eventho I really want to. i'm afraid that I can't love you like I love him, I'm  afraid of hurting people again :(

first, CONGRATULATION DAZZLE FOR BEING RUNNER-UP 10 ON NCC 2010 :)

so proud of it! ♥ 

Okay, tuntas sudah NCC 2010, gilaaaak seru abis acaranya syumpah! yaya walaupun ada sedikit-sedikit "kontroversi" tapi tetep aja top deh top banget! (y) ngga nyesel gw jadi panitia. walaupun capek setengah mati sih yaa, experience nya dapet banget! tinggal taun depan aja deh angkatan gw turun jadi peserta. hoho :*

ohya, selamat juga buat GAZELLES champion NCC 2010 juara 1 tingkat SMA :)

anyway, kemaren gw ketemu banyak team dari luar. ada team yg bener-bener bikin mata gw terbelalak banget, that's THAILAND CHEERLEADING, gilaaaa padahal cuma dateng partner stuntnya doang tapi performancenya, beeeeuh! sampe standing applause gw ckck. and yak, bangganya, gw sempet ngobrol sama salah dua diantara mereka. Jadi mereka tiba2 duduk depan gw sama fivo...

Gw & Fivo : (senggol-senggolan cengar cengir gemeteran liat mereka depan mata)

Thai Stunt : (nengok kebelakang) "Hey! :)"

Gw & Fivo : (kaget) "oh....... hey :D"

Thai Stunt : "It's really hot here, yaa" (kipas-kipas)

Gw : "yes, rite" (ikutan kipas-kipas)

Fivo : "HEY I'M VERY ADORE YOU"

Thai Stunt : "Aw, thank you :D"

Gw : "yeah, your performance is really really cool! i hope my team can be like your team! :D"

Thai Stunt : (cengar-cengir...... kayanya ngga ngerti gw ngomong apa-_-)

Terus mereka duduk, di blakangnya anis riry julie ray. terus ngeliat gw sama fivo duduk bawah, mereka bilang..

Thai Stunt : "Sit here, sit here" (sambil nepok2 bangku nyuruh fivo duduk sebelah dia)

gilaaaa baik banget. terus habis duduk spontan gw ngomong..

Gw : "may we take a picture with you?" (sambil ngeluarin hp)

Suddenly salah satu dr mereka langsung ngeluarin hp juga dan ngomong begitu girang ntah kenapa..

Thai Stunt : "HEY, WE HAVE THE SAME PHONE :D"

aaaaa seneng banget langsung speechless gitu rasanya bangga aja punya hp sama wakaka :D terus foto deh :)

udah gitu, ada lagi nih. team dari Singapore.. "MAGNUM FORCE" gila yaaaa di sini nih ada satu cowo gantengnya..............subhanallah ga bisa diungkapin pake kata-kata *lebih* ganteng paraaaaaaah! Namanya Evan Tang :) berawal dr riry dan julie yg ngobrolin doi, katanya ganteng banget. begitu gw liat....... JEGER! langsung meltiiiiiing~ parrrah gantengnya! mana performance teamnya oke pula. gw ngefans abis gila nih akhirnya sama si Evan Tang sampe sekarang dan senengnyaaa sempet foto bareng :D

Yap, begitulah singkatnya haha pokonya intinya gw seneng abis sama pengalaman pengalaman yg gw dapet di NCC 2010 ini. Hmm ada lagi team lainnya yg ga kalah hebat, Dippers, Denvers, PUP dll.

Oh God, I HEART CHEERLEADING :)

and I heart Evan :p 

National Cheerleading Championship 2010

Finally, hari yg ditunggu-tunggu besok akan tiba. NCC! Okay buat team cheers seIndonesia, ini acara yg "akbar" banget. Besok, 25 April 2010 di Hall A Senayan pukul 11.00, acara ini akan dimulai. Dimeriahkan oleh lebih dari 80 team peserta SMP dan SMA SeIndonesia, dengan lomba berbagai kategori :) Tiket Masuk NCC 2010 akan dijual Rp 35.000. (Rp 40rb untuk dapat booklet kompetisi. Jika booklet SAJA dijual terpisah Rp 10rb) dijamin worth it untuk liat 6 tim dari 4 negara luar (Jepang, Thailand, Philippines, Singapore) so, BE THERE GUYS!! ♥

Dan tahun ini, walaupun DAZZLE kelas 10 belum turun, tapi kita jadi panitia NCC. and we are so proud :) jangan lupa juga yang pasti, DUKUNG DAZZLE YAAAA UNTUK JADI JUARA NCC 2010 :D

GO FIGHT WIN!!!!

Haruskah gw makan apel beracun dulu?

On Disney's stories, for the good person.. every dreams always come true :)

Demam Disney Love Stories lagi nih. Dari kecil nyokap gw emang udah sering nyekokin cerita begituan ke gw, berhubung 'katanya' sih yaa gw anaknya "pengkhayal" hoho-_-
Bener sih, in fact, sampe sekarang gw masih suka ngekhayalin kalo hidup gw kaya Cinderella, Belle, Snow White, Jasmine, Mulan, Aurora, Jane gitu gitu >.< td siang, gw kebetulan nonton Tarzan sama Aladdin. Jadi keinget deh makanya lgsg di post xixi
Bener deh rasa kagum & cinta gw sama film-film macem ginian ngga pernah mati, *kadang malu sih sama umur* especially nih yaa Love story love story nya tuh. Pengen banget gilak gw nemuin 'Prince charming' gitu :(
Kisah-kisah cinta bahagia gitu cuma ada di dongeng yah? Aku mau!!!!

WHERE ARE YOU MY PRINCE CHARMING????

♥ 47 :)

I love you but it's not so easy to make you here with me
I wanna touch and hold you forever
But you're still in my dream..
And I can't stand to wait ‘till nite is coming to my life
But I still have a time to break a silence
When you love someone,
Just be brave to say that you want him to be with you
When you hold your love,
Don't ever let it go
Or you will loose your chance
To make your dreams come true...

I used to hide and watch you from a distance and i knew you realized
I was looking for a time to get closer at least to say... “hello”
And I can't stand to wait your love is coming to my life
When you love someone,
Just be brave to say that you want him to be with you
When you hold your love,
Don't ever let it go
Or you will loose your chance
To make your dreams come true...

And I never thought that I'm so strong I stuck on you and wait so long
But when love comes it can't be wrong
Don't ever give up just try and try to get what you want
Cause love will find the way....
When you love someone
Just be brave to say that you want him to be with you
When you hold your love
Don't ever let it go
Or you will loose your chance
To make your dreams come true........

the greatest pain that comes from love is loving someone you can never have,

and trying to forget someone you love is like trying to remember someone you never knew..

i've been trying to get you out of my life
but after all this time
i can't help myself but miss you
until such time i have no choice but to let you go

you're the reason for my sleepless nights
cause you keep staying on my mind
i can't help myself from crying
cause i'm missing you so much........

even almost 4 years, everyday my hearts feels this pain..
all the pain & sadness are bound inside my heart
all the memories are still preserve in my mind

i miss you so much.. i wanna see you..
cause i can't hide the fact that i'm still in love with you

my life will never be the same again,
now that you're gone
i'll be trapped in this loneliness forever..

gue dapet kata-kata di atas, dan itu sangat teramat ngena di gue, dan seketika keluar lanjutannya di benak gue. mgkn itu sangat pas saat dia pergi, itu ngedescribe feel gue banget. awal Mei nanti, gue udah harus siap..................................I'll be missing you :')